Drew and I had broken up so I went to stay with the Weasley family at the Burrows. I was friends with the trio and Harry had offered me a place to stay. Due to a fire that had happened there and killed Mr. Weasley and put Mrs. Weasley in St. Mungos, the remaining family was trying to put the house back together again, but instead of building it up like it used to be, it was put back together in a circle like the Colosseum. It looked like a mansion though.
Once it was all built, the family went inside and I joined them. I hung out with Harry on the front steps after dinner and joked around. However, the next morning, Ron's new girlfriend, Laura Lynn (Britney Spears' cousin) came in and she was such a bitch to me. Harry took me under his wing and we tried to make us work as a couple.
That night, I was on the phone to my sister, Cassy. We were talking about everything that was going on and if I was certain I wanted to be with Harry and not Drew. My answer to that was "Well, maybe my babies will have lightening bolts on their forehead. That'll be cute."
But, deep down I knew the truth and I told Harry what I was feeling. He told me I should follow my heart and go back to Drew, where I belonged. Drew always told me that once he broke up with someone that was it and he'd never go back to them. There's only one chance with him. I was worried he'd never take me back.
He was working at a hardware store like Home Depot and I decided to visit him at work. As soon as he saw me he had that look on his face where he was trying to be mad at me but he was too happy to see me that he couldn't hold it for long.
I sat down on one of the paint bins in front of where he was working and told him that I knew he didn't give second chances and I was sorry things had gotten this way but I couldn't live without him. It killed me everyday we were apart and I needed him back.
He told me he had been feeling the same way. He just walked through life lost and didn't know what to do with himself. He needed me too and he would make this work if it killed him. He was in the middle of talking to me about fixing us when his boss came by and told him that he knew we were in the middle of a serious conversation that we both definitely needed but he needed Drew for a customer and then he could have the rest of the day off.
After he was done his shift, we went outside to get into the car to go home and talk but it wasn't the car, it was a pick up truck. Drew has always wanted a pick up truck but I don't like them and they're not very family oriented, especially with our big family. Not the one he wants anyway...this is when I woke up.
In a way, I like these dreams because they make the love that Drew and I have stronger when I wake up because I feel guilty for the way I acted in the dream and I feel like I have a second chance with him. In other ways, I loathe these dreams because I always wake up wanting to cuddle with him because I really couldn't bare not being with him. I really would be lost. I don't know what I'd do without him. He's my missing puzzle piece. :) I have never been this close and in love with anyone in my entire life. We just get each other.
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